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  I thought about everyone I had lost. My baby, Daddy, Mama, Jasmina, Nayla and now Dino. The list just seemed to get longer and I just got lonelier. I missed Dino badly and I couldn’t help but wonder what he was up to. Was he thinking about me? I just wanted him to be happy, he deserved to be happy. Dino and I might have had a chance but women like Isabella didn’t lose.

  My mind wouldn’t let me think of Cameron, my heart carried the burden, but, for my sanity, my mind refused to let me ponder on what if.

  CHAPTER 10

  The sunlight reflected through the living room windows. It was a bright and beautiful day but I couldn’t go out to enjoy the sunshine. I was expecting Aaron to send through the first client he had for me later on that afternoon. I still felt slightly edgy about the whole situation. Knots formed in my stomach as a result of my nervousness, but there was no going back now. I had a goal and refused to stop until I had what I wanted. Realistically I needed fifty to one hundred thousand to start afresh and begin a new life somewhere else.

  I know you probably think that I’m a greedy person. Why the heck do I need fifty thousand plus to start again? Well let me break it down for you. I planned on settling down in a different country. I’d need a roof over my head, the cost of rent, food, bills and general living expenses were high. Take away one penny from £50,000, you are left with £49,999.99 and it is no longer £50,000.

  I had to think ahead and make enough to live on as well as enough in reserve, in case of an emergency. If I had been sensible and saved earlier on in life, instead of spending frivolously, I wouldn’t be in this mess. Then again there were a lot of things I shoulda, woulda, coulda done differently but as we all know, I can’t change my past. I can hear y’all now… ‘She’s still fucking for money … what’s different?’ Yes, I was fucking for money to build a better future for myself. It beats fucking for free any day. I’d always remember Dino’s words, ‘Remember you’re one of the smart ones. You get paid to do what other girls give out for free.’

  I decided to call Dino. I know I’d said no contact but I missed him. He always had the ability to make me feel safe, especially when I was feeling most vulnerable. I needed that sense of security right now. I dialled Dino’s number but the operator picked up. I tried several times but got the same message, ‘The number you have dialled is currently unavailable, please try again later’. What the fuck was going on? It wasn’t like D to have his phone off. Maybe he’d changed his number to make things easier. I didn’t know, but not having contact was much harder than I thought it would be. I missed my boy badly.

  Since I couldn’t get through to Dino, I called Aaron.

  “Hey Aaron, just wondering what time to expect the client.”

  “One o’clock,” he replied and clicked off the phone.

  The bloody cheek of him. Not even a hello. I didn’t even know the name of the person I’d be spreading my legs open for in a couple of hours. It was a crazy life but hopefully the sacrifices I was making now, would make it worth living later.

  I had a couple of hours to burn so I put my hair up in a ponytail, did a mini work-out and then jumped in the shower. Afterwards I applied barely there make-up, got dressed in a black and gold lace dress without any underwear and waited for the mystery guy to show up.

  Ding dong. Ding dong. The bell chimed at one o’ clock precisely. I headed to the door and took a deep breath before opening it. A tall, thin black man who looked like he was in his early sixties greeted me. I stepped aside to let him in. He handed me a bottle of Krug Clos d’Ambonnay.

  “Good afternoon Rose, I’m Fred Sinclair. I believe you’re a friend of Mr Bridges.”

  “Good afternoon Mr Sinclair.”

  “Oh please, call me Fred,” he said interrupting me.

  “Sorry Fred, yes I’m a friend of Mr Bridges,” I said, closing the door firmly behind him.

  “So I’m in good hands then,” he smiled.

  “Of course,” I replied, giving him a flirty grin. “Follow me.”

  I led Fred through to the living room and sat the bottle of Krug on the black glass coffee table.

  “Please take a seat Fred; I just need to grab some glasses.”

  I searched for an ice bucket, filled it up with ice and grabbed two champagne flutes. I instantly knew that I would be doubling my rates. Fred just handed me a bottle of champagne worth nearly two thousand pounds, so money was clearly something that he was not short of. It would be ludicrous to give my pussy for less than what he was drinking.

  I returned to the living room holding the ice bucket and glasses. I took a seat next to Fred.

  “I’ll let you do the honours,” I told him.

  He patted my thigh and proceeded to pop the cork. Fred filled our glasses with Krug.

  “Let’s toast to an amazing afternoon,” he said.

  We lifted our glasses. “To an amazing afternoon,” we both said and clinked our glasses together.

  I decided to go straight in and put my rates on the table.

  “Fred, so what are you after today?”

  “I just want to you to show me a good time beautiful and you can start by letting your gorgeous hair down.”

  I let my red sea of waves fall down seductively from the ponytail I had it in.

  “Perfect,” he said.

  I smiled. “I can definitely show you a good time Fred, but it will cost. Oral is one thousand, full sex is two thousand and it is four thousand for the whole night.”

  Fred nodded his head as he drank his glass of champagne. “I’m counting on you to give me the best afternoon of sex I have ever had.”

  I rubbed my hand on his crotch until his cock became firm. “I’ll need to see the money first.”

  “Trust me, I’ve got the money.”

  Usually I would never get down with a client without seeing the money first, but Fred had me breaking my rules. Maybe it was because deep down I knew he was made of money. I unzipped his trousers and pulled out his dick. Fred’s dick was a nice healthy size, not that it really mattered under the circumstances. I mean I would have had to work with whatever he had. Still, it was a nice surprise. There’s nothing worse than having an inch worm trying to screw your pussy. It’s pointless and unfulfilling. It’s like being presented with a bowl of Caesar salad when all you want is chocolate cake.

  I wet my lips and poured cold champagne all over Fred’s dick, causing him to jump slightly before taking him in my warm, moist mouth.

  “Oh shit,” he moaned, as he grabbed a fist full of my hair.

  “Suck this dick,” he begged.

  He pumped his dick in and out of my mouth. I caressed his dick with my tongue, paying extra attention to his head and allowed my hands to work on his balls.

  I could feel Fred throbbing and pulsating in my mouth like a beating heart. He was on the verge of coming and his moans betrayed him.

  “Aah shit, don’t… don’t stop… I’m com…ing.”

  I tightened my grip on his dick and felt every single vein begging to explode inside my mouth. I licked and sucked simultaneously, driving him extra crazy. He could no longer hold back and oozed his cum inside my mouth.

  Once he had finished jerking and shaking, I asked Fred to lie down on the sofa. He’d had his fix, now it was my turn. I straddled his face and rode him while he flicked his tongue and fingers in and out of my pussy. The grip I had on his face was so tight. I’m sure he was struggling to breathe but my juices had him hypnotised and his willing tongue lapped up every single drop.

  Fred lifted me away from his mouth and pulled me down towards his dick. I moved in a slow but powerful rhythm, rotating my hips on his dick. I expected to do all the work but Fred surprised me yet again. I had prejudged him slightly, thinking that he wouldn’t be able to keep up but he had stamina and, dare I say it, he gave as good as he got. He matched my tempo, speeding up and slowing down, without missing a beat. He fucked me solidly and I was genuinely turned on. Of course I was fucking for money but I actually enjoyed fucking
Fred. Maybe it was down to the fact that he was so unselfish, he cared about pleasing my body.

  Once we had finished fucking, I went over the rates with Fred again.

  “You had oral and sex so that’ll be three thousand please.”

  “Worth every single penny.” He winked and handed me the cash. “Listen, I’d love to see you again and, if you don’t mind, I was hoping to have your number directly. I’d rather not go through Mr Bridges again.”

  I liked Fred, so I gave him my number.

  “Great, I have an event to attend at the Ritz next week. I’ll be in contact soon. Don’t give too much of your well deserved money to Mr Bridges.”

  “Oh, Mr Bridges isn’t…” I began to explain but decided against it. Instead I smiled and thanked Fred for being a total gentleman.

  I counted the money as soon as he left; the sum came up to three thousand, five hundred. I recounted to make sure I wasn’t mistaken but it was indeed correct. I was grateful for the extra five. If things stayed like this I would be living my new life sooner rather later. My hunger for a fresh beginning made everything wrong, feel right.

  CHAPTER 11

  I was ready to call it a night when Aaron and his friends came stumbling through the door.

  “Rose, where are you?” he shouted out.

  I decided to ignore him. I was in no mood to deal with him and his drunk and disorderly friends. Like what the heck was Aaron playing at? I didn’t recall this shit being part of the deal. He was supposed to tell me when he had clients for me. Yes I agreed to have sex with him whenever he wanted, but it was frigging 2 a.m.

  “Rose, where the fuck are you?” he called out again. “Don’t make me come for that ass.”

  His friends erupted in laughter.

  “Are you sure there’s anyone here?” one of them slurred.

  “Only one way to find out,” I heard Aaron reply.

  “Rose, Rose, Rose, come on out.”

  It was clear Aaron was not about to give up anytime soon. I didn’t want him and his intoxicated friends in my space, so I decided to go out and face him.

  “Where’s the fire?” I asked, clearly pissed off.

  He pointed to his dick. “The fire is right here Rose and we all need extinguishing.”

  Aaron and his friends broke out in laughter over his crude joke.

  “Haha, very funny Aaron. You do realise I was ready to sleep.”

  “Don’t be a party pooper. We had a deal remember?”

  “Yes, I remember clearly that you and I had a deal, not you and your friends, ” I hissed. “To be clear, I’ll lay out my rates. Cash is paid up front. No cash, no action.” I was pissed off and was definitely not going to give them the lower rates.

  “Oral is one grand, full sex is two grand and it’s four grand if you plan to stay for the whole night. Oh and just so I’m extra clear, the charge is per person.”

  “What? That’s a bloody rip off,” one of Aaron’s sleazy friends blurted out. “Shit for the amount you’re charging, your brain better be Einstein,” he ridiculed.

  His comment caused a big uproar of laughter between his friends. I was far from impressed.

  “Take it or leave it, that’s entirely up to you but don’t waste my time.” I started to walk away.

  “Take it from me, the head is genius,” Aaron boasted arrogantly.

  Asshole, I thought to myself and carried on walking.

  “Hey slow down, we’ll pay.”

  I turned back, “What do you want?”

  “The full works, blow job, sex, anal, everything,” Mr Sleazy said, rubbing his cock through his trousers.

  “Like I said before, nothing happens without the money. Plus it’s an extra grand for anal. That makes it eight grand for the both of you.”

  “Damn, my money is in the car. I’ll give it to you afterwards.”

  “Nah, I’ll wait while you go and get it.”

  “You’re a tough nut to crack.”

  “Come on Ben, stop arguing with the woman and go and get the cash already.”

  “Best thing I’ve heard all night, listen to your friend Ben.”

  So Mr Sleazy was called Ben, he puffed before heading out to his car.

  He returned with a huge wad of cash in his hand. I took the cash from him, smiling on the inside. “Give me a sec,” I told them.

  I headed to my room, hid the cash in my secret stash before returning to the men in the living room. Ben was already naked and oh my, his physique was spectacular. I was not expecting that, luckily my poker face hid my excitement. I would’ve hated for him to know that I was actually impressed.

  “Okay, let’s get this party started already,” he said.

  “Sounds like a great idea to me,” Aaron added.

  “Get the fuck outta here Aaron, you didn’t pay jack. This sexy bitch here is all for me and Leo.”

  “It’s like that?” Aaron snorted. “It’s all good, y’all enjoy yourselves. I can get that shit anytime.” He slapped my ass before heading out.

  I cursed him in my head. Aaron and his friends were pompous, bastard pigs, but the money was too sweet to be turned down. Once cash was in my hands, there was no way it was going back.

  With Aaron out the way, shit was easier. I took off my clothes, exposing my naked curves.

  “Oh shit!” they both exclaimed.

  Ben brought out a bag of cocaine from his pocket.

  “Lie down on the floor,” he ordered.

  Once I was on the floor, he sprinkled cocaine all over my body. Within seconds Ben and Leo were sniffing and licking traces of cocaine off my body. Leo was sucking on my breasts, while Ben was licking a mixture of my pussy juices and cocaine.

  Leo stripped down and revealed the smallest dick I have ever seen in my life. His piece was practically nonexistent. All jokes aside, I’ve pushed out shit bigger than his acorn. I had to hold my laughter in when he pushed himself in my face.

  “Suck this dick.”

  What dick? I wanted to blurt out, but kept it in.

  Sucking Leo’s dick, if I can even call it that, felt like I was sucking on my thumb.

  Ben laced my pussy with more cocaine and licked it off slowly, before inserting his super hard rock inside my pussy. Leo had to hover over my face so that I could suck on him, while Ben penetrated me.

  “Let me hit that shit,” Leo grunted.

  Ben lifted me up and flipped me over so that I was now on top. He continued to fuck my pussy, while Leo started to work on my ass. He sprinkled cocaine on my asshole and licked it off eagerly, before inserting his fingers in my asshole. When he felt like I was ready, he mounted me and entered me from behind. His acorn felt much bigger than it looked in my tight ass. I had Ben fucking my pussy and Leo working on my ass. Both holes were filled and they were moaning and grunting like crazy. I released a few moans in between, but my body felt weird.

  High on alcohol, cocaine, pussy and ass, it was obvious that the guys were in a state of euphoria but I felt numb mostly. Ben and Leo put me into the doggy style position. Leo continued running my ass, while Ben shoved his dick in my mouth.

  The session seemed to last for hours on end, but eventually Ben came. Leo followed suit shortly afterwards. It was a great relief when he finally pulled out of me.

  They both got dressed and headed towards the door.

  “Thanks Einstein.” Ben winked at me as they were leaving.

  With Ben and Leo finally gone, I headed straight to the shower. The water rained down my body on full blast but I couldn’t get clean. I was stained, soiled, dirty and rotten. I couldn’t wait for this shit to be over for good.

  CHAPTER 12

  I was feeling very low and decided to call Dino again. ‘The number you are calling is currently unavailable, please try again later.’ I threw my phone down in frustration. I was really beginning to worry about D now. I hated the fact that I couldn’t get in touch with him. Where the fuck are you D?

  I picked up my notebook to write to Lacey. I need
ed to talk to someone close. I had no family, Nayla and I had the same blood running through our veins but we were more distant than strangers.

  Dear Lacey,

  How are you doing doll? I hope you’re doing well under the circumstances. I miss you. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you. I’ve got myself caught up in a tangled web but it’s the only way I know. I’m making money, trying hard to build a better life for myself but it comes at a big sacrifice. I feel like I’m selling my soul all over again. Sometimes I look in the mirror, I see my face but I don’t recognise the person staring back at me. I can’t go into too much details but I’m sure you’ll be able to figure it out. I am whatever they want me to be and they reward me. Please don’t judge me.

  I’m always telling myself that I’m in control but the truth is I’m lost. Sometimes I feel so far gone but I have to remind myself, it’s not forever.

  I still haven’t had the courage to go and see him, you know (the one), I owe my freedom to him but I can’t let him see me with nothing. Anyways he’s married now, it will hurt too much to see him and not be able to have him. My love, he belongs to someone else and that burns beyond words.

  I’ll be writing again soon Lacey. Please don’t worry about me, I’ll be okay. I need you to be okay. Keep your nose clean and focus on your appeal. Hold on, stay strong, press on and keep your head up. As long as I’ve got it, you’ll have it.

  I love you doll. May God bless you always.

  Xxx

  I addressed the envelope but left it unsealed. I felt so much better after writing to Lacey. I hoped she wouldn’t be too disappointed in me. It seemed like Lacey was my only friend left and she was behind bars.

  I was still baffled at why D’s phone was unavailable. I know I said no contact but things didn’t add up. This shit wasn’t like D at all. I was truly worried and couldn’t shake off the feeling that something wasn’t quite right. I had to go round there to put my mind at ease.